long par 5

i think it was on number 11, the long par 5 with the water all along the right side, that i realized that i'm about done trying to figure out the myriad of scenarios that may face me next week. i haven't been able to do much work all month, and i've been fortunate not to have to worry about whether or not i'm going to get fired because of it--the firm has been great. but i've been jumpy about not working, and i've tried to fill some of that space up with thinking about how we're going to handle all of the logistics in chicago. jen and i hit an impasse last night when we were trying to figure out who's going to stay where on what night when we started thinking about tuesday night, and how the landscape could be changed by then. it all goes back to the same place- we're just going to have to be present in the moments that will roll out in front of us.
i stuck a pitch from 75 yards out and bogied number 11- so i got that going for me- which is nice.